ju-on vs ju-eh

assalamualaikum......

wah...rsenye mlm ni cm nk jd emo skit plk....tetibe je...buang tebiat ke pe aku nih....hahaha

klaa....tjuk kte pada hari ini ialah "ju-on" vs "ju-eh".....(mcm nk ngajar plak....ihihi)....

ntah nape tetibe aku terluahkan plak segala perasaan x puas ati kt sorg classmate kt U nih psl pggilan yg dak kelas suke pggil...."JU-ON"....pdhal aku ni jenis yg suke avoid je....lantak koranglaa nk pnggil pe....wahaha....pe kene ntah aku nih....sorrylaa weh.....x psl2 ko jd mngsa....aku serba-salah plak....huhu.....

Frankly to say, I'm quite uncomfortable when they like to call me like dat....1stly, i'm ok....juz take it easy as a joke...but, time by time....i feel uneasy....dont knowlaa....i think its juz a small matter...no need to make it complicated....but......i feel like something wronglaa....mcm jd pntg lrng plak dah....sorrylaa guys....i juz wanna be assertively as i can....hehe....(poyolaa plak...haha)...

haa.....kalu korg susah sgt nk pggil jue....aku ade nme bru....hahah.....kt sini membe2 suke pggil aku "Ju-eh"....mule2 aku pon cm x bpe berkenan....puncenye sbb aku tulis nickname aku "JUE"...pastu trainer aku suke btul pnggil aku ngn sbutan baku....jdlaa "ju-eh"....haha....lame2 bile diorg pggil....aku cm dh biasa plak.....n x rse mcm yg korg pggil "ju-on" tuh...so, korg pgil ar aku ngan name tuh klu rse susah noo nk pggil nme pnuh aku or nme pndek aku....aslkn korg bhgie....huhuh.....org kte ape ade pd nme....tp,bg aku nme tu dh mnunjukkn identiti kte sbnrnye....especially nick-name....so, pk2knlaa....uhuh

act, tu je pelajaran kte pd hari ni ye anak2....ahaha...(psl pnggilan je rupe2nye)....

aku rse aku dh ckup open....rupe2nye x g....haha...aku xleh nk jd org lenlaa....aku ttp aku...sbyk mne pon aku bleh berubah...aku xleh nk ubah originality yg ade kt dr aku....tp, aku percye...slgi mnda tu baik utk kte....x slh kte berubah kn??cmne nk wat eh....aku ni ade krisis identiti ke???uhuh....(take ur time ju.....)

ermm...satu lg mnda nk share.....alhamdulillah aku berjaya mencabar dr aku drive luar dr kwsn jhor ngn selmatnye....Thanx to Allah n my family to give me a "paradise" opportunity.....(x mlmpau sgtkn word tuh??hehe)....skurg2nye aku thu di mane ade kemahuan di situ ade jalan....klu aku x beranikan dr...aku xkn thu aku mmpu lakukannya....tul x??hopefully,pasni mak x risau dh nk bg aku drive g mne2 in case ade urgent kne g luar dr jhr g ke.....and aku pon x lost confidence level yg aku dh ade nih.....uhuhu.....

kla....dh ngntok....esok de kelas nih...kononye letih....blk td xleh nk bukak mate...tetibe leh plak nk ngepost2 blog plak kn???ngeh3.....see u again....papai...nite....salam....ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

long...long...long time no see.....

dis is my 1st post for a new year 2010....

a lot of things want to share about my previous life after graduation day...but needs to go with da flow...which one is da big rock....hehe...or maybe, better i short cut da story...no need to "membebel" panjang...heee....

after my graduation day....of courselaa kte sume ngah sibuk ngn puasa and raya....terllu byk pic rye nk upload...not suitable for short cut story.....i tot i already upload into my fb....its juz good enough,rite.....

wut the most important thing dat i would like to share actly...about my experience to be a freshgraduate....finding a job or further study for postgraduate....its all about my challenging of life.....

klaa....frankly to mention dat i already got offer from both of dat things which are job and further study.....around after raya if i'm not a mistaken.....1st offered come from da consultant company of mechanical,electrical and sivil engineering but its juz under conformation....they told me...juz waiting an offer letter....and in the waiting's situation....i got an offered from Universiti Malaya for postgraduate in Engineering of Industry and Electronic Control.....and dgn x bijaknya....i've told dat company dat i got da offer....so, u should know wut happened rite??....i terlepas ckplaa when i want to know about my offer letter....so, xde rezeki utk berkhidmat di sana.....

pk punye pk....i juz wanna proceed with master....unfortunately, when i check da fees of study....almost 12k.....and i start pening pale how to get da balance of 10k if my application for scholarship "Bajet Mini" is approve???.....dgn sadisnya....my all family suggest to work first....and i can further my study by part time....uhuhuhu......konon2nyalaa 1st come 1st surve....hahah....itulaa yg dinamakn kita hanya mampu merancang....Allah jua yg mnntukan segala2nya......huhu

after dat, i got an offer from a properties investment company as a legal assistant....in dat case...its such a difficult time to make a best decision....mase tu aku btul2 mcm org gler....nk kje pon leh jd gler ek??haha..kne ceramah sane sini....yg plg xleh blah kne ceramah terbaek punye ngn pakcik, my best fren ever....sungguh berani pak cik menyound aku...ahaks....sbb die sound akulaa...smpai berjujuran air mata ha....hahaha...(malunye....huhu).....bkn pe...sume yg die sound tu btul2 kne btg hidung aku....tu psl r....ingt suke2 ke nk nangis.....da most important problem mase tu aku dlm dilema nk wat keputusan....sbb sekali aku dh msuk dunia lain....aku x kn berani patah balik....coz wut??coz aku adalah aku...uhuh...dan aku pon sdar x smestinya kte akn bekerja ikut bidang kte ble abis blaja....n aku nmpk kbnrnnye di situ....btw, Allah lebih tahu yg terbaik utk aku....dengan pertolongan Allah s.w.t....i think i've make a great decision to reject dat offer.....plz jgn tnye nape....coz x mau nk ingt dah kngn2 tuh.....bia jelaaa.....i never ever regret it...

ermm....nmpknye dh agk lewat nih....needs to sleep....tp, nnt dululaa abiskan cter dulu...ckit g....kte short2kn lagi seboleh mgkin ye....

now, after a lot of experience to find a job kne tolak dan menolak...hehe..with new "azam"....aku nekad nk join IMGLAD programme yg dh kali ke 3 aku dpt twrnnye...aku rse tu dh satu ptnda yg aku xleh nk tolak g dah...and i realize dat is da good opportunity yg aku xkn dpt kt mane2....sape sgka bile join programme ni aku dpt duk hostel balik...jd student...haha.....without any fees....ngeh3.....dpt g jungle tracking....daki gunung, air terjun....and mcm2 glaa yg aku dh lame gler x wat.....happening sgt2.....but da most important thing is da "ilmu" yg aku rse sgt berharga utk aku jd sorg "MANUSIA" yg berguna pada agama, bangsa dan negara....(hebat sgtlaa plak bnyinye....layankan je...)....modulnye aku rse quite good...ditmbh lg ngn trainer yg terbaek...aku x rse mnyesal lngsunglaa join mnda nih...cumee satu je yg aku upset sesgt.....ALLOWANCE......uuwwwaaaaa.....................(lmbt gler masuk.....)....wateverpon...life must go on....semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusanku slpas ini....ameen....

n dikesempatan ini nk wish congrates kt sume membe2 yg dh dpt permanent job....gud luck to be da best employee in da world...hehe....n dont forget to pray kt kami2 yg x dpt kje lagi ni....especially me.....uhuhu....klu leh nk abiskan jugak program nih.....tu yg x berani nk continue cr kje sgt....tkut dlm dilema lg....haha...mslh tul dak nih....hehe....

klaa.....nk tdo dh...insyaallah kalu rajin nk mngarut.....akn update lg blog ni ye.....(mcm rmi je yg nk amik tau psl ko ju...haha....pdhal follower pon xda...kihkih)...biala....nme pon blog@diaries....layan.......papai sume....wassalam.....

at last.....my graduation day....

alhamdulillahirabbil'alamin.....syukur...syukur...syukur.....yg x terhingga to Allah coz bagi aku kekuatan gagahkan diri utk hadir di hari konvokesyen ku....terbatuk2....kdg2 smpai segan ngn jiran sebelah aku....(ish bdk ni.....bhye tul bwk virus time2 knvo ni....).....aku peduli pe....yg pntg aku leh berdiri ngn baik n terima scroll...heh....tp, x dinafikan kesihatan yg x mengizinkan agk mengurangkan keceriaan aku pada hari tu...sob...sob...

ermmm...disebabkn agk bercelaru sikit tentatif program dr pihak aku n keluarga...so, agk bercelaru gaklaa aku nk menghayati detik2 manis aku ngn family....so, x byklaa pic dpt amik n pic ngn kengkawan pon x byk coz msg2 dh ngn fmily msg2 kn....yg penting ade pic mase terima scroll...itu plg penting...hihi...so, bg jelaa pe yg ade....heh...utk tuntunan umum...

waiting...waitning..n waiting....hehe

hye guys...

long time no see....
ermm...klu nk dicterkn pe yg berlaku spnjg sebulan ku myepikn dr mmg leh jd satu novel nih....hehe...btw, aku nk cter mnda yg pntg2 jelaa ek?....mule2 sekali nk gtau aku dpt g ank sedara...boy lak...so, ade couple of baby tp, mak bapak len2laa...hehe

then...story yg kedua...aku dh berjaya menghabiskan prktikal 3 bln....n now....ngah pulun nk siapkn report.....punyelaa sengal aku nih....uhuk2....mls r nk cter kesengalan aku....pdnkn je muke nih.....uuwwaaaaa......................

esok adalah hari present LI aku lak....report x siap cmne nk wat slide...hahah
sempoi gler...slumber badak tul....ishk2....uhuhuh...

lagi pe nk cter g eh....oh lupe...i'm waiting for my convo day for dis weekend...berdebar2...gitu...hehe....sekali seumur hidup tuh....:D...

so, tu jelaa cter yg dpt ku ringkaskn sepjg sebulan menyepikan dr.....kite tunggu next post k...

adios...wassalam..tata....:)

letih..n hepi dpt hadiah...

arini sgt letih coz pulun ngn traffic jem pas sesat x jumpe jalan....uhuhuh
by the way, thanx to Allah coz berbaloi gak kami redah kepayahan n kesshan nk
ke maju junction pdhal sng je klu thu jln...kelkr tul kitorg nih...akhirnye dpt gak submit
pe yg patut disubmit...dh terbyg2 gak sok kene redah g jalan yg bz tuh....syukur
sumenye settle gak akhirnye....alhamdulillah...

pastu terjnji ngn abg lak kul 6.30...last2 smpai dkt kul 7...ishk2
punyelaa aku x mkn dr pagi nk pau abg aku tuh...last2 ilg lapo pnt punye psl...uhuh
x kisah r...yg pntg nk pau gak...hehe...knyg ke dok...mkn gaklaa...hehe

akhirnye pe yg aku tunggu2 dpt gak....ole2 dr sabah....byk giler...x ckup tgn...hehe
thanx abg....huahua....len kali bg r g....hehe...(x reti ckup..haha)