Wednesday, February 17, 2010

long...long...long time no see.....

dis is my 1st post for a new year 2010....

a lot of things want to share about my previous life after graduation day...but needs to go with da flow...which one is da big rock....hehe...or maybe, better i short cut da story...no need to "membebel" panjang...heee....

after my graduation day....of courselaa kte sume ngah sibuk ngn puasa and raya....terllu byk pic rye nk upload...not suitable for short cut story.....i tot i already upload into my fb....its juz good enough,rite.....

wut the most important thing dat i would like to share actly...about my experience to be a freshgraduate....finding a job or further study for postgraduate....its all about my challenging of life.....

klaa....frankly to mention dat i already got offer from both of dat things which are job and further study.....around after raya if i'm not a mistaken.....1st offered come from da consultant company of mechanical,electrical and sivil engineering but its juz under conformation....they told me...juz waiting an offer letter....and in the waiting's situation....i got an offered from Universiti Malaya for postgraduate in Engineering of Industry and Electronic Control.....and dgn x bijaknya....i've told dat company dat i got da offer....so, u should know wut happened rite??....i terlepas ckplaa when i want to know about my offer letter....so, xde rezeki utk berkhidmat di sana.....

pk punye pk....i juz wanna proceed with master....unfortunately, when i check da fees of study....almost 12k.....and i start pening pale how to get da balance of 10k if my application for scholarship "Bajet Mini" is approve???.....dgn sadisnya....my all family suggest to work first....and i can further my study by part time....uhuhuhu......konon2nyalaa 1st come 1st surve....hahah....itulaa yg dinamakn kita hanya mampu merancang....Allah jua yg mnntukan segala2nya......huhu

after dat, i got an offer from a properties investment company as a legal assistant....in dat case...its such a difficult time to make a best decision....mase tu aku btul2 mcm org gler....nk kje pon leh jd gler ek??haha..kne ceramah sane sini....yg plg xleh blah kne ceramah terbaek punye ngn pakcik, my best fren ever....sungguh berani pak cik menyound aku...ahaks....sbb die sound akulaa...smpai berjujuran air mata ha....hahaha...(malunye....huhu).....bkn pe...sume yg die sound tu btul2 kne btg hidung aku....tu psl r....ingt suke2 ke nk nangis.....da most important problem mase tu aku dlm dilema nk wat keputusan....sbb sekali aku dh msuk dunia lain....aku x kn berani patah balik....coz wut??coz aku adalah aku...uhuh...dan aku pon sdar x smestinya kte akn bekerja ikut bidang kte ble abis blaja....n aku nmpk kbnrnnye di situ....btw, Allah lebih tahu yg terbaik utk aku....dengan pertolongan Allah s.w.t....i think i've make a great decision to reject dat offer.....plz jgn tnye nape....coz x mau nk ingt dah kngn2 tuh.....bia jelaaa.....i never ever regret it...

ermm....nmpknye dh agk lewat nih....needs to sleep....tp, nnt dululaa abiskan cter dulu...ckit g....kte short2kn lagi seboleh mgkin ye....

now, after a lot of experience to find a job kne tolak dan menolak...hehe..with new "azam"....aku nekad nk join IMGLAD programme yg dh kali ke 3 aku dpt twrnnye...aku rse tu dh satu ptnda yg aku xleh nk tolak g dah...and i realize dat is da good opportunity yg aku xkn dpt kt mane2....sape sgka bile join programme ni aku dpt duk hostel balik...jd student...haha.....without any fees....ngeh3.....dpt g jungle tracking....daki gunung, air terjun....and mcm2 glaa yg aku dh lame gler x wat.....happening sgt2.....but da most important thing is da "ilmu" yg aku rse sgt berharga utk aku jd sorg "MANUSIA" yg berguna pada agama, bangsa dan negara....(hebat sgtlaa plak bnyinye....layankan je...)....modulnye aku rse quite good...ditmbh lg ngn trainer yg terbaek...aku x rse mnyesal lngsunglaa join mnda nih...cumee satu je yg aku upset sesgt.....ALLOWANCE......uuwwwaaaaa.....................(lmbt gler masuk.....)....wateverpon...life must go on....semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusanku slpas ini....ameen....

n dikesempatan ini nk wish congrates kt sume membe2 yg dh dpt permanent job....gud luck to be da best employee in da world...hehe....n dont forget to pray kt kami2 yg x dpt kje lagi ni....especially me.....uhuhu....klu leh nk abiskan jugak program nih.....tu yg x berani nk continue cr kje sgt....tkut dlm dilema lg....haha...mslh tul dak nih....hehe....

klaa.....nk tdo dh...insyaallah kalu rajin nk mngarut.....akn update lg blog ni ye.....(mcm rmi je yg nk amik tau psl ko ju...haha....pdhal follower pon xda...kihkih)...biala....nme pon blog@diaries....layan.......papai sume....wassalam.....

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